Energy and Source

This weekend was the perfect cocktail of experience to allow me into a whole new place and space. I learned a very profound lesson about my true nature as Source of my hologram. My perceptions on what we call "energy" drastically shifted and I would like to share some of my thoughts. I feel like what I was calling "energy" before was a conceptualized and ego-driven illusion. It was almost as if I was speaking of energy as an actual force or power outside of myself. What I fell into this weekend was the realization that I AM the energy. This is literally what it means to be the Source of your world. To be God is to be the energy that creates your whole experience. There is no energy outside of you that is not you and therefore EVERYTHING you experience is of your own creation. What you are experiencing, you are radiating. The quality of all your "outer" relationships is a reflection and direct holographic rendering of the quality of "inner" relationships you have with yourself as Source of your reality. Even being advanced as we sometimes think we are in understanding "energy", it still holds that judging or categorizing any of your experiences is only an act of self-critique. It is not our responsibility to interpret the energy as it seems like we're so addicted to. It is only your responsibility as source to FEEL the energy. If you're truly grounded and present with all of your feelings all of the time then this will surely lead you on the path of Ascension. We're all on that path whether it happens in this lifetime or another. Getting there has never been an issue. The energy that exists in the One is like water that moves through us. As you make the space by grounding and allowing yourself to feel, you intuitively know the exact right steps to take in every moment. There is never any question as to what to do so what is the point then of trying to interpret energy. The heart already knows what it's feeling. The ego doesn't and that's why it tries to create abstract conceptualizations of what it is feeling as energy. Letting go of the mind identities also releases you from the addiction to needing to understand energy. What unfolds as us and through us is truly magical and incomprehensible to the ego mind. Trying to put this experience in boxes is only an act of fear. There is no story here besides Love. All energy leads back to Love just like all rivers flow back to their source. The course the river takes as it finds its way back home always varies. It doesn't matter what spiritual beliefs you align yourself with as this is also an act of fear. Belief is an ego activity of needing to conceptualize an energy structure first before surrendering and aligning to it. Dear beloveds, there truly is only Love. Pure Unconditional Free Flowing Love. True Love is your True Nature. You have felt this Love and it is what you are here for. You are here to be the True Love that is You. Allow yourself to be in awe as your hologram continues to shift as your surrender deeper into your own True Love. Again, it is not your job to figure out what this thing means or how this energy works or how to clear negative spirits or whatever. Once you've made the choice to step into the dream of 5D/Unconditional Love, you only have to trust your gut. Keep grounding yourself in all the textures and flavors of Unconditional Love, pay attention and respond truthfully to how you feel, and soon you'll manifest a hologram to experience the pure, sweet, warm, gentle, kind, safe, sexy, fun, playful, and totally magical LOVE that is YOU. Love you all so much. muah muah muah